Friday, June 18, 2010

Relationship....Over

As you may know, I've been having relationship difficulties. But have no fear, the problem has been solved. In a relationship there are a lot of things to concider like: 1) Feelings 2) Commitment 3) Honesty etc. Well, I told him how I felt. It was very hard for me...I mean he was my best friend before we started dating and he really liked me. (I think he still does). He likes to hold my hand in the hallway when we walk to class. I mean at first I was like, "Oh it's just a hand." But then I started to think..."WOW, I am holding hands with my bestfriend." I asked him if he felt weirded out by holding my hand. He said no. He asked me the same question and I was honest with him. "It's a little weird..." He wanted to know how I felt about our whole relationship..I told him that I didn't mind it, but it was just really weird (dating your best friend and all) and he wanted to know what he could do to help make it...un-weird...(<---- is that even a word?) "I don't know." He took my cell phone and went into the "create a message" and typed "I think that we should break up." I didn't mind it, if a relationship doesn't work out, it doesn't work out. All you have to do is move on. But moving on is hard for me. I am not in love with him, it's just...he really likes(ed) me and I think I hurt his feelings by telling him how I felt...Did I do the right thing by telling him how I felt? Ugh....!!!!